Salam :)

Got the chance to go back into sg for three days :) Yela, Malaysia won the Suzuki thingy football cup. Lol, singaporean tumpang cuti Malaysia ye. Each player got 25K and somebody said :"Wow ! Nk jd footballer la mcm ni". LOL.

I hope I've been 'memanfaatkan' my 3 days off. Watched home alone, it was funny, lol. Made arts-crafts stuff. Finished the one for ERT and I wonder how much would I put as the cost. hm. Apart from tht, I finished some sejarah notes. Very colourful but i'm not quite satisfied with my timeline. But I guess I can't just tear it out like I used to do EVERY time. Gotta drop tht habit. So not environmentally friendly.

WOW. Its 2am already? lol.

Time flies.

We actually stayed up so late during new years eve at Mustaffa Centre. Imagine, 3am. And before tht got some travelling and camp follow-ups, IKEA, Ananda.. Whoa. Like I said, I'm a busywoman. lol. And just 14. Ops, 15. Haha. Kira thn la. Officially FORM 3 nampaknya.

Btl kata hd fi chatbox. Baru hari Selasa lps ada bdk FORM 1 meninggal. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raaji'un.

Went to Itmiknan follow up yest. Ops, the day before yest. hehe. Bangga when Ustaz Mahyuddin mentioned tht we're the first batch and graduates of Itmiknan. Wow, seniors huh?

haha :)

[Suatu ketenangan yang luar biasa dirasa apabila ayat-ayat dr Surah Al-Furqan dialunkan oleh Ustaz Nor.]

Met-up with almost everybody. And Nasibah bintu Ka'ab was complete :D Even though we exchanged not much but just few words with each other..

I remembered what happened early last year so clearly. Even the date. 1601. I hope history does'nt repeat itself. I can imagine how weak and uncontrollable I look in other people's eyes. And I wonder, really wondered, what triggered it? Was it the dam had broke because it can't hold much longer. I used to feel writing helps but after some time, I felt tht my mind is so much faster than my hand could write and ended up feeling fed-up. haha :) And dilemmas followed plus fights lol. I hope it thought me how to handle situations more 'cos it seems like this year, i'm entangled in a friendship triangle i guess? Lol. But I feel blessed to be surrounded by such great and supportive friends. and i wonder how come i've suddenly fallen for Grenade?

RANDOM.

Lagu lagha tk blh sbb lagha. Tp, rasanya, in many things, it's the hardest to leave. Is'nt there any other options? Hukum lain or something. As long as it's not making you forget your creator. hm. and some say when it doesnt help to increase your iman. hmhm.

Sometimes, I just have this sudden outburst of anger. And of course, regret follows. Why?

I feel bad not attending dt. And the most paiseh thing ever- passed by him and was shocked to see it was HIM with me, hands full of baggage and looked down as down as possible. Haha. Caught running away. Argh. It's not like I don't like or don't appreciate. See, I even wanted to quit. But something was holding on to me, besides ukhuwwah and stuffs. I don't know wht it is. And instincts told me tht I have to find it. I felt tht I was'nt improving, maybe it was the lack of enthusiasm. I regret for the lateness of realization.

I guess there's something with me and sarcasm.

♥&☮;

shhh.

P/S: I'm still a pink freak. NEVER FORGET !