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Thursday, March 17, 2011 @ 2:00 AM
 Haha, just imagine like there really is somebody who reads my blog besides my sister. lol. So, It's past 2 in the morning already. And I made a list of things to do on the net earlier but I guess I kinda 'checked' my fb a little too long. heh. I still wonder why I can spend ages on fb. Stalking ? Haha. Well, this blog looks dull already. Thinking of turning to normal template so it's easier to change the skin once in a while. But, yeah, still considering. hm. So, I guess I'm taking a risk but just hope tht I'll wake up on time to get ready for my outing with Sarah. Pray. Oh yeah, I guess I still owe 15 ajyalun an entry. But I blame my not updating on er, my forgetfulness of the password and e-mail. heh.  Yeah, I guess I don't really believe that's why like I'm never achieving it. Well, what I want, in this context. Why dont' I believe ? Because I think it's impossible ? And so, I got a few replies besides Okta's kiddish and immature feedbacks. lol. So yeah:
So, I did'nt have time to actually go through and analyse what they commented (cheh, like I know so much about analysing) er, tht's why I haven't reply yet. heh. So, what I'm basically doing here, is opening a topic and wanting to continue with it later. HAHA. Okay, I'll touch the surface first, why did I suddenly come up with this whole believing thing ? Well, let's just be frank even if I guess there might be a possibility tht some of the debate people might read this. So yeah, I'm taking a risk. Rather than just keeping it or just writing it in my diary (yes, I do have a diary, a pink one, mind you. haha). That way, I feel that things are still not solved. & wht makes me so sure by writing it here, things would be solved? Hm, I dunno. Just got a feeling and ppl do say, trust your instincts. lol. Okay, I noticed how much I like to say lol besides abende. haha. So, what is it tht I do not believe tht I could succeed? Debate. duh. I could not improve and stuff, well, besides not putting in effort and others. but hey, lately, it seems like I'm putting in more effort. But, veeerryyy slooowww. I guess. I ended up with a conclusion, I didn't believe that I could improve thus how could I improve yet succeed ? Well, I got to think about it more. Oh, and be explicit with what I want ? Entahlaa. I guess what I've been doing is opening a topic, touch the surface and then leave it. I guess one of the factors is er, hey, it's 2AM anyway and my brain's not functioning well. So, INSYALLAH, I must not spend too much time on fb stalking people and update what I wanna update. So yeah. Oh yeah, And I like to use the word yeah. haha. Totally random. Yours till I continue about believing; ♥ Sajiahafizz. P/S: Note to self, if I ever feel frustrated over something or someone, just write and don't be lazy or you'll be keeping thing bottled up. Oh, and get flashbacks. I know how much I hate flashbacks as mush as you hate nightmares. PP/S: Reading back, this entry is stupid and it sucks. But i do owe Kak Izza a update and I do have to sleep before 3AM. Haish.
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