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Sunday, May 1, 2011 @ 9:43 PM

Yes, exactly. Just imagine, half of Saturady, One whole day of Sunday and half of Monday and yet, THERE ARE TONS OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO. Mostly computer work, folios, KKS, KKG, Logbook, aku nk shopping jugak. Tp tk sempat laweyh. Tunda cuti lps MYE la yer. HAHA. But well, I've been on9 for quite a while. Fine, aku tahu aku bazir masa. Tp, aku kene check jugak. Hey, aku ni ibarat ad-difda' tahta tempurung bak kata Kak Shibers okeh. HAHA. Sampai bertimbun notifications. Nak update psl Abang Raja pon tk sempat. Hish. Tkpe, aku sanggup tahan mata malam ni sampai kol 3 pg utk siapkan SEGALANYA. Insya Allah. Rabbi yassir wa laa tu 'assir. Ameen. Tp nk Muraja'ah tk sempat kot. Previous m/s jelaaa dgn Ummi.

So, aku rasa mcm ia adalah suatu kewajipan utk aku update. Kalau tk, org yg dtng asyik baca post yg time aku tengah gila tu. HAHA. Loser hbs. Hm, nk tulis pasal ape ha? Banyak sbnrnya. Nk tulis psl diri dululaa. Hm, sblm aku start, aku just nk state yg everything that we do, of course kte nk org support us from the back right ? For example db8. Kene ade sokongan family, relatives, friends, teachers. Cuba bayangkan if we walk alone. Hidup ni tk blh sensorang la. Kte bergerak secara jama'ie yer. And aku nk kasi contoh-contoh lain. Ex, kte jd a chairman or vice-chairman or secretary or treasurer or AJK for some organisation. Nmpk mcm bende setotet jer. Yelaa, kteorg still at sch stage. But still, mane kte boleh gerak sendirian. Kte kene ade sokongan moral dr semua org. Semua kene co-operate and all. hm, aku dah tknk jd radikal la. Walaupun dulu aku radikal suam-suam kuku sek je laa. Tp kalau dgn pengawas, mmg suka cari gadoh. Yelaaa, aku suka cabar dyorg and aku quite tk puas hati psl incident spot check tahun lps tu. hm, tkpe.

Lepas ni, bermula dr saat ni, aku kene taat rules everywhere okeh. And aku berazam tknk cari gadoh dengan pengawas walaupun TERANG-TERANGAN dyorg salah and aku tk puas hati gile nk mati. Sekadar nggadu dkt Allah and tulis dlm diary jela yer. Oh, diary aku pon da nak habis haha. Tkpe, banyak stok notebook. Okay, back tu knp aku tknk jd radikal lg. Sbb, simple je. Prinsip aku, kalau tknk org buat dkt kters, kters jngn buat kat org. Sbb, aku pon ada jadi MTs/Tam-tam and aku dpt rase bile ade manusia-manusia radikal yg asyik nk m'berontak jer. hm, so lps ni aku tknk susahkan hidup org.

Hm, okeh. Panjang habis Muqaddimah aku ni. Ok, psl diri aku. hm, if you guys noticed, I'm not the 'Alim type nor the quiet type nor thePRS type whatever la, tp, one thing, I can't stand is when others pandang slack at others. Fine, dulu aku pon mcm tu, but after the Abang Raja talk, aku dh berazam dh. Aku NK BACA YASIN SETIAP HARI, AKU NK BACA MA'THURAT SETIPA HARI, AKU TKNK LEWATKAN SOLAT SETIAP HARI, AKU NK BACA DO'A SEBELUM MAKAN, SELEPAS MAKAN, SEBELUM TIDO, DO'A FIRDAUS DAN 3 SURAH PILIHAN, TK NK TIDO DLM CLASS, HORMAT IBUBAPA, GURU, PEMIMPIM, TK MENGADU DOMBA, TK MENGATA ORG, AND ALL THE THINGS LAAA.

Okay fine. Nk masuk sikit crt psl Abng Raja. Fine, aku tahu aku ketinggalan zaman, semua org blk rumah terus add dy kat fb, terus update psl dy kat blog and whatnots. And bukannya aku tk nk share tp aku rasa dh t'lambat nk update psl bende tuh. Tp, just what I want to mention is that, the talk gave an impact in my life. Kte ni manusia, sentiasa perlu diingatkan. Bukannya sekali Abang Raja ckp janganlah tido dlm kelas pastu aku sekali terus berjaya. Hello, if you guys forget, I'm like the champion sleeper for 2 years straight and bende yg dah dibuat for more than 40 days akan jd draah daging kte. 2 years dah brp hari ? So, kau ingat aku boleh stop gitu je. Orang yg ketagih dadah, kau suruh stop terus, IMPOSSIBLE ! Mesti lah sikit-sikit. Kalau sehari mcm amek 10 paket, kurangkan jadi 8/7. hey, THAT's AN ACHIEVEMENT. Aku, kalau tk tido, bangga hbs and org akan ckp setakat. Fine, korangs tk fhm. I know myself better. Aku start slow la. And anyway, to solve a problem, tackle the ROOT of the problem. Knp aku asyik tido ? hm, yg penting bkn pasal subj tu boring like what and aku rasa aku dh pandai sangat ke ape. NO. Thet is never my reason. Yg peliknya, aku pon tk tahu knp. Bile aku dah usaha dr pg tk tido, nanti subj. last-last aku tertido sbb dah guna segala energy utk tahan. huh.

Here I would like to thank Ustazah Fatimah so much for understanding me. And I'm so sorry because I know it's rude of me to sleep for three periods straight in your class. I'm not saying that I'm already a genius for PI b'cos I got 99 or what. But I really appreaciate that you don't scold me yet understand and approach in a better way. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Hm, dh keluar dr dua tajuk nampknya. Back to Abng Raja first, hm, I really really really miss his motivation talk. Aku rasa agak sedih dengan orang yg oppose dy. Tp, kte kene tetap dgn pendirian kte. Aku cakap Abang Raja tu best, bestlaa. Aku tkpyh nk hiraukan org lain yg ckp tk best or tk suka or unmotivated whatever. Serious, rinduuuuu. Ah, nk download semua video dy. Tp, time cuti dua minggu tu jgk la yer.

Okay fine, this was written yesterday and was saved as draft. And so unfortunately, didn't have time to finish it and I'm seconds away from going back to there. Kay, bye.